My Animal Nature

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Honey bee hive via Wikimedia Commons

 

 

Youth, imperious

Bring me high-heeled shoes
but with the heels snapped off (as I’m in a hurry)

and furry mittens that I may explore
my animal nature.

For forty is far away and I will never let age
pull down the corners of my mouth.

Bring me flowers and bees.
I have honey to make.

 

 

Dog, waiting outside

for Zef

My owner’s generosity has me thinking
I’m something more than a dog. A butterfly?

Tied to a post, I gaze into the gallery.
Prospective customers brush past.

Two Tibetan monks stop in the street,
say hello to me. When they leave

their disciples bow one by one
as if to consult my map to heaven.

 

 

Poem

The word is moving
is probably beautiful
ends sexual energy utterly

yet a man whispered ‘hello’
in the supermarket
and this was so thrilling
I forgot to whisper ‘hello’ back

went home and dreamed
not of him – somewhat mesomorphic
with bushy grey-black hair
my real-time match –
but of a winsome youth
nuzzling me

and I dreamed someone else alive
appearing infrequently
in a small untidy windowless room
hidden in my imaginary house.

If I’d never learned to read
none of this would be happening.

 

 

 


Louise Carson’s first book of poetry – A Clearing – was published by Signature Editions in 2015. Her second – Dog Poems – was published by Aeolus House in 2020. She also writes historical fiction and mysteries. Her novel In Which was shortlisted for a Quebec Writers’ Federation Prize in 2019. Her latest mystery – The Cat Possessed – was published in 2020 with Signature. Louise lives in St. Lazare, Québec with her adult daughter, two cats, and one dog.